Turmoil - Fear Of Falling Down

Fear of falling down once again i fall their best of
Intentions killed my desire their expectations
Exceeded mine i tried to appease them though i failed
To make them see i never wanted what they wanted for
Me again again i tried to hide my soiled from the eyes
Of discipline again i failed to make them understand
This was mine before they pryed the motivation from my
Grasp before they bastardized what i held to my heart
I failed and they'll never know how they tainted me
They're obligation killed my desire they're
Expectatiions extinguished the fire once again i tried
Once agin i failed